last day of conference and a strange lesson learned

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I was doing some bible study tonight, just going through my current favourite book of the bible psalms and came across one that I can relate to, these verses describe how I felt today. God is with us to help us in our times of trouble, when we feel really hurt and down. If we look to Him he can renew our strength, we can draw from His love. He is such a wonderful and caring God. Not only did he die for us on the cross so that we may come to Him in confidence but he also continue's to show us this love in our lives everyday. Draw near to God and seek Him (ponder on this)......


Psalm 73:21-28 For my heart was grieved, embittered, and in a state of ferment, and I was pricked in my heart [as with the sharp fang of an adder]. 22 So foolish, stupid, and brutish was I, and ignorant; I was like a beast before You. 23 Nevertheless I am continually with You; You do hold my right hand. 24 You will guide me with Your counsel, and afterward receive me to honor and glory. 25 Whom have I in heaven but You? And I have no delight or desire on earth besides You. 26 My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the Rock and firm Strength of my heart and my Portion forever. 27 For behold, those who are far from You shall perish; You will destroy all who are false to You and like [spiritual] harlots depart from You. 28 But it is good for me to draw near to God; I have put my trust in the Lord God and made Him my refuge, that I may tell of all Your works.

The Fear of God

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The fear of God is one of the things I have been thinking of a bit lately, and what do I really have fear of, God or man. The fear of God comes out of a love for God, and the fear of man comes out of love for man, the fear I am talking about is not the type that causes you to be scared of but rather the fear i'm talking about is when your more afraid of what someone would think of you rather then pleasing God. Since to me, this relates to ministry, since I cannot fully be used by God if I have a fear of man I was brought(this morning) to:

Matthew 10:28-33 And do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; but rather be afraid of Him who can destroy both soul and body in hell (Gehenna). 29 Are not two little sparrows sold for a penny? And yet not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father's leave (consent) and notice. 30 But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 Fear not, then; you are of more value than many sparrows. 32 Therefore, everyone who acknowledges Me before men and confesses Me [out of a state of oneness with Me], I will also acknowledge him before My Father Who is in heaven and confess [that I am abiding in] him. 33 But whoever denies and disowns Me before men, I also will deny and disown him before My Father Who is in heaven.

So are you willing to follow God's voice even when you might be persecuted and rejected? if you fear man than above God then when you face a situation where you need to stand up for God the fear of man will hinder you. The Challenge is to get rid of this fear and stand fully for God and proclam Him.

Dear Lord Jesus,
Forgive me for not fully putting my trust in you and fearing man more then you, I pray for you to change me, work in my heart the fear of you that I may go forward and do your will
I pray this throught the glorious and wonderful name of the Lord Jesus Christ, who reigns forever and ever Amen.

Please if you have any thoughts on this subject please comment

Thanks God for this exam

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Just wanted to say thankyou for everyone praying for my exam, I think it went well (have to wait for my marks). I was praying to God when I was studying and including him in my studies and found that the stuff I studied was perfect for my exam. I really think God led me to read the right parts so i would be able to answer the questions on my exam. So thankyou to everyone for praying for me, and a Major big Thanks to God who's wisdom is incomprehensible and great.

Tug of war in the flesh

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I am feeling all to much what paul talks about in Romans (7:12-8:3), I desire to please God yet inside me I find a war rages between my spirit. The flesh is strong but the spirit is stronger, who will save me from this flesh!!! Thanks to Jesus for his grace that I may come to him in times of need, thankyou that in the times I am week Jesus is strongest... right now I am weak Lord, be strong in me.


2 Corinthians 12:7-9 And to keep me from being puffed up and too much elated by the exceeding greatness (preeminence) of these revelations, there was given me a thorn (a splinter) in the flesh, a messenger of Satan, to rack and buffet and harass me, to keep me from being excessively exalted. [Job. 2:6.] 8 Three times I called upon the Lord and besought [Him] about this and begged that it might depart from me; 9 But He said to me, My grace (My favor and loving-kindness and mercy) is enough for you [sufficient against any danger and enables you to bear the trouble manfully]; for My strength and power are made perfect (fulfilled and completed) and show themselves most effective in [your] weakness. Therefore, I will all the more gladly glory in my weaknesses and infirmities, that the strength and power of Christ (the Messiah) may rest (yes, may pitch a tent over and dwell) upon me!

When paul is talking in this verse about flesh he does not talk about physical flesh, like its not some sort of physical element but its a spiritual one, he mentions that the thorn in the flesh was in fact a messenger of Satan to rack and buffet and harass him. I can only conclude that this is similar to spiritual attacks experienced by Christians around the world today, I've had this myself. What was the answer God gives paul? that Jesus's strength is made perfect when we are weak. Its those times that we ourselves are weak that we must fully rely on Jesus (his strength) and not ourselves. But we have this hope in our weakness's:

Romans 5:3-5 3 Moreover [let us also be full of joy now!] let us exult and triumph in our troubles and rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that pressure and affliction and hardship produce patient and unswerving endurance. 4 And endurance (fortitude) develops maturity of character (approved faith and tried integrity). And character [of this sort] produces [the habit of] joyful and confident hope of eternal salvation. 5 Such hope never disappoints or deludes or shames us, for God's love has been poured out in our hearts through the Holy Spirit Who has been given to us.

Though I am weak now, I know that God uses it for His glory and what can I do but praise him for his almighty wisdom and grace shown to me.

Everlasting God! wait upon the Lord

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I was going to post something on spiritual eyes and mind, but I haven't had time to write it up yet. But in the mean time, I was listening to this song by Lincoln Brewster as I was studying, Its really cool. I will wait upon the Lord, the Lord will be my strength in all times.

Isaiah 40:28-31 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding. 29 He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength [causing it to multiply and making it to abound]. [II Cor. 12:9.] 30 Even youths shall faint and be weary, and [selected] young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted; 31 But those who wait for the Lord [who expect, look for, and hope in Him] shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up [close to God] as eagles [mount up to the sun]; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired. [Heb. 12:1-3.]



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congratulations to lilly and "I kissed dating goodbye"

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I was pleasantly surprised last night to hear lily had come to Christ. That church service that night I felt as though lily would and was praying for her but i didn't think it would be so soon. I was really happy and glad and really hope and pray for her spiritual walk with God to continue to grow strong as she continues to trust in Him.
Also this week I've been reading "I kissed dating goodbye", I find it rather interesting but I do find while learning this guys view on how we should go about finding a partner I am learning more about God and his love and how we should show others this love. I’ve read about half the book at the moment, one of the first things it talked about was "intimacy is the reward of commitment", actually I found that I was able to relate to this one as in past relationships I can never tell a girl that I love her unless I feel that she was someone I could see myself getting married to. To me they go together because without seeing someone as a future life partner I just seem to see us breaking up, I can’t give my heart to someone when I see it ending in disaster. To me saying I love you is not something I will just throw around and make cheap. It’s pretty bad because I haven’t viewed any of my past relationships with girls as the one that I wanted to spend my life with (well except one that I had in high school in grade 8 we where together for a year and half and I did tell her I loved her). I really shouldn’t have gone out with any of them but I often did because I felt something was missing and I wanted to be close with someone. I do think it terrible the things I’ve done in the past, I went out with girls when I wasn’t ready for something more, and often thought I’ll grow to love them, but without being able to see them as my future partner I was never able to give them my heart. Though we did get intimate in the physical sense we never really grew that close to each other. It’s not always an easy thing to do but now with this new Church I think it’s a time for me to grow and mature in Christ and myself before I am ready to get into another relationship (I’m thinking this would take at least a year depending, I’m calling this the year of growth). I think it’s important before we move into a relationship we get ourselves right first.

Other good points in the book that he goes through are in chapter four, they are these:
1. every relationship is a opportunity to model Christs love
2. my unmarried years are a gift from God
3. I don't need to pursue a romantic relationship before I'm ready from Marriage
4. I cannot "own" someone outside of marriage
5. I wil avoid situations that could compromise the purity of my body or mind.

Christian RnB (my initials too haha)

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I like this one... words are good... Its from Canton Jones and its called G.O.D

The New Age "there are many ways to God"

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yeah its 6am, happened to wake up pretty early today :O... anyway I was looking at some gospel music and saw a link to Opera denies Christ... have a look I have something to say about it.

Can anyone think of a good arguement againt this statement that opera says? "all ways can lead to God" the view is focused around what we can do, the goodness of us. Who of us can be saved by our own goodness? in the video Opera argues that there are many paths to God, that her loving and kindness can get her to God. The ladies respond(i'm actually sorry to see no guys in this crowd) by saying how can you please God, what about Jesus. The problem with those statements is how is a non-christian supposed to understand that? we have to bring them to the knowledge that its not their own goodness that can bring them to heaven but rather its Jesus Christ and his sacrifice. What stops us from going to Heaven and being with God, its sin and you only need to make one sin in your whole life to be called a sinner. I'm sure that if you mention sin you will also here and arguement that along the lines of "oh so if i only sin once I'll go to hell?", we need to be prepaired for these questions, but we also need to be lead by the Holy Spirit in these matter and ask for wisdom when answering them.

Romans 3:22-26 This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, 23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24 and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus. 25 God presented him as a sacrifice of atonement, through faith in his blood. He did this to demonstrate his justice, because in his forbearance he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished-- 26 he did it to demonstrate his justice at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus.

John 14:6 6 Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

Amazing Love

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Yesterday, I heard this new version of "Amazing Grace", I never knew I like the song so much. But its so great to hear it, I suppose now it really has meaning to me.


I also like this one, its about God's love for us :DDDDD
John 15:13 13 Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. (we are friends of God... :DDDDDDD )


God's love is sooooooo GREAT!!!!
Romans 8:35-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 36 As it is written: "For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered." 37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

The Greater Love

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Gods Love for me and for you
A few years ago I was feeling like God was not near to me, like I couldn't be forgiven for my sins. But I prayed desperately and asked God to speak to me in a dream, I think I persisted and asked for about two weeks and then I got this dream.... I was escorted to a door by a man in a white suite, he told me that God wants to see you, besides the door to where God was there was an escape route. I remember thinking, that I must be in trouble if God wants to see me, so i was about to run through the gap and away from God when something inside of me said "you can't escape God you will have to face him eventually" so with that I decided to walk in the room. Inside the room, it was like outer space, i wasn't on a floor but I also did not fall or walk, there was a throne in the room but i remember looking down in shame. I don't remember any actual words being spoken, but I remember that God could speak to me without words, he could read my mind and my soul, it was as if being completely naked, he could see all of me to the very depth. It was so wonderful because I didn't show God love or anything when I went into that room, but he choose to show me love, he reached into the deepest part of me and gave me what i needed. It was really amazing, i felt like a complete being, it was like nothing I have ever felt or think I will feel again till I go to heaven. If simply being with God is that great, how much greater will it be when i'm in his beautiful kingdom and surrounded by other being's who love him just as much... I can guarantee you that heaven will be indescribable.
Is this dream related to love? yes, because he choose to show me love, it wasn't anything that I did to deserve it.
This verse describes how i felt in front of God, when I said being naked i meant this:
Hebrews 4:13 Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account.
so that leaves me with point 1
1. His love for us isn't based upon us, its not based upon how good we are, or our love for him. He still loves us.
before I move on I feel I should also back this up with scripture:
2 Timothy 1:9-10 who has saved us and called us to a holy life-- not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time, 10 but it has now been revealed through the appearing of our Savior, Christ Jesus, who has destroyed death and has brought life and immortality to light through the gospel.

MORE ON GODS LOVE FOR US!!!:
John 3:16-18 16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned......
God was willing to die for us,
in Matthew 26:53 Jesus said:
"Do you think I cannot call on my Father, and he will at once put at my disposal more than twelve legions of angels?"
then he says:
"Matthew 26:54 But how then would the Scriptures be fulfilled that say it must happen in this way?"
Jesus was willing and obedient to death on the cross, Jesus wanted to die for you and me. He even sweated blood and you can't sweat blood unless under extreme stress. And this was even before judas had come, he is divine, he knew exactly what he was about to go through even though it had not happened yet. God I believe is out of time, I believe he already knows everyone that will be in his kingdom. You can also see Jesus’s love for people and us during his life on earth, he healed many and showed his divine powers through many miracles, yet he never did anything out of selfish motivation, he had complete love for everyone. He wanted us to be with him, and he was willing to go through death that we might live with him. To stop at his death though would not be the whole story, because after three days Jesus rose from the dead, and claimed victory over it. Jesus now is alive in the heavenlies and we have a great priest who is now able to understand our weaknesses. We have been brought with a price, through his blood. This makes us children of God through faith in Jesus.

1 John 3:1-3 How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. 2 Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when he appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is. 3 Everyone who has this hope in him purifies himself, just as he is pure.

Hebrews 4:14-16 Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. 15 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are-- yet was without sin. 16 Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

point 2
2. Jesus showed his love for us by choosing to die for us on the cross and raising again, he is able to understand our weaknesses.

The Love of God is so great, I wish I could write better about it, but what a better love story then God dieing for you and me....

So what should my response be to this GREAT LOVE that Jesus(God) has for me? First thing I'd like to say is, often people might think that giving their life to God is in a way losing it. They think they need to be religious and go to Church because they have to, and be good because if they are not they won't go to heaven. But as you can see in point 1 that I raised, God's acceptance of you is not based on what you have done. God is bigger then that. Actually God wants to have a relationship with you, a loving nurturing relationship with you. He wants you to love him back as well but he won't force you to love him, he will show you his love and patiently wait for you. Lets see how we can respond to God's love for us....
We have to realize that in order to have a relationship with God, we need to be made alive spiritually, because without God we are spiritually dead. This is what is called being born again. For our physical body, death means the separation of our soul/spirit from our bodies, being spiritually dead means the separation of our spirit from God. Sin is the cause of our spiritual death, and it started from Adam when he disobeyed God and ate from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, God said to Adam that on that day he would die. God didn't mean he would die physically although that did happen because of sin, but he meant that he would be spiritually separated from God. This is the essence of sin, anything that separates us from God. But we have forgiveness and redemption through the blood of Jesus.

Colossians 1:13-17 For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves, 14 in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins. 15 He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. 16 For by him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things were created by him and for him. 17 He is before all things, and in him all things hold together.

Romans 3:22-26 his righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, 23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24 and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus. 25 God presented him as a sacrifice of atonement, through faith in his blood. He did this to demonstrate his justice, because in his forbearance he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished-- 26 he did it to demonstrate his justice at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus.

point 3
3. We can have a relationship with God, in response to his love for us. We admit we are sinners, we repent and believe that Jesus is God, that he came and he rose from the dead for you.
here is a prayer I found at http://www.christianity.net.au/questions/how_to_become_a_christian
Dear God,
I know that I have not lived as you want me to. I have not loved you as I ought nor loved the people who live around me. I am sorry and want to change.
Thanks you for Jesus. Thank you that he lived and died for me and rose again and is now the Lord.
Please forgive me and help me to live as you want me to.
Amen.

If you prayed this prayer and really meant it, you are now a child of God, you are in Christ.
Our response to God love doesn't stop here, from this point on it gets better. The more you Grow in your love for God, the more you love others and yourself.

Its pretty late now, I feel like there is more to be said but its almost 3am.....
I am leaving some verses below, they where ones that I looked up but didn't end up including them in what I was saying... But they focus on loving God and how we can show him we love him.

John 14:23-26 Jesus replied, "If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching. My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him. 24 He who does not love me will not obey my teaching. These words you hear are not my own; they belong to the Father who sent me. 25 "All this I have spoken while still with you. 26 But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you

1 John 3:10-11 This is how we know who the children of God are and who the children of the devil are: Anyone who does not do what is right is not a child of God; nor is anyone who does not love his brother. 11 This is the message you heard from the beginning: We should love one another.

1 John 3:18-20 ear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything.

Praise to God

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I am so thankful that I've found the Church that I go to, they do many things that I like, they have a real passion to be closer to God and I love that about them. I'm so grateful because through them I have learnt to worship and praise God, this was never part of my life before I came to hope brisbane. But I'm so glad to have learnt this, because praising God brings great Joy into my life.


Psalm 16:7-11 I will praise the LORD, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. 8 I have set the LORD always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. 9 Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure, 10 because you will not abandon me to the grave, nor will you let your Holy One see decay. 11 You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.

Psalm 28:6-9 6 Praise be to the LORD, for he has heard my cry for mercy. 7 The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song 8 The LORD is the strength of his people, a fortress of salvation for his anointed one. 9 Save your people and bless your inheritance; be their shepherd and carry them forever.
 

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